HOW IT CAN BE LIKE THIS TO ME GOD........!!!!!

For the first i'm a good man but now...
Aaaaaarrrrggghhhh...............................!!!!!! FuuuuuuuuuuCkkkk......!!!!!
I'm a Fucked'up fo' everything i have...
I have nothing aite' now...
I mess anything I LOVE IN MY LIFE....
ME, MYSELF, MY MIND, Etc.....

Oh God Why I Can Be Like This Shit....
How Dare You Make Me Like This....

I know this isn't Your Fault if i'm being like this, its all my fault..
I'm So Sorry To You God...

Help me GOD Please, I'm Bagging You, I Need Your Hand, Please Rising my way, Show me the way out of this stuffs....
Truly is I can't hold on any longer GOD....

Why It Can Be Like This To Me God....
How can i've become a FUCKING LIAR.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh.....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK WITH ME........................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm So Sorry To Myself, my family, my friends, my girlfriend, and also MY GOD ALLAH SWT.....
Sorry to Fuck 'em all.......

that i will have a last more chance....................

I wanna coming back to my real life, just like who am i before everyone know me was a Goodman...

(T_T)


Cheer's.....................................