I'm so sorry if i've make you angry to me....

Honestly, i've make my mom angry to me last night, because i almost burn my house...

Yeah that's my bad ma, i don't know what the hell's going on to me, why i'm doing like that, Oooooh GOD i'm so fucked' up last night untill my mom called me crazy, yeah i'm so sick i thought... DAMN.....!!!!

I've got a damn by GOD last night, but please appreciate me just for a lil' bit ma,  why you always underestimate me from the past until now, you know what? i always crying in every night, i always want to make you pride of me but what i've got...? it's nothing happen to me.. I always got what i never want it a lots before...
I know i'm wrong, I messed things up last night, I almost burned the house because of the mistakes I do...
FUCK.............!!!!!!!!!!!! Aaaaaarrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh.............!!!!!!!!!
Oh GOD where are YOU when i need YOU, i need YOUR big huge, give me YOUR HANDS to help me here, i'm so stuck here like a little boy without a parents were here..


I've got blame by myself....
I was really really sloppy in everything it seems ...
oh please god of this your servant, what must I do to get better .....

The point is I'M SO SORRY TO YOU ALL GUYS.....................


(T_T)  
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